Can't sleep. I love transformers rn and im planning to buy a Yolopark AMK mini model series but they dont have shockwave ;( did you buy one any time soon?

Dawg you wont fucking believe what i just bought. Two whole ass Yolopark AMK mini model series, yes, first Megatron then Bumblebee. Now, a 3rd party toy company who makes TF toys Megatron is coming this march. Hell fucking yeah. Honestly, I don't think I wanna finish the yolopark mini amk series ngl. 400 php for smth so little, and cant even transform. yeah even tho its original, i dont think its worth my money rn😭 to future self, how is ur new Megatron?

*i wrote this in Toyhou.se bulletins lmaoooo

im writing this at 4:02 am

idk how bulletins work so im js gonna type out my mind

idk if anyone's gonna be reading this but i js wanna explain that I wanna update my OCs here lol. im drawing their icons atm while managing art comms LMAO im a drawing powerhouse fr, and j just realized that half of my OCs need urgent redesign and revisions omg💔 except for my beautiful son Legend🩷 im literally hunting for artists to draw him now hahahajdhshsheh

I dont actually understand how this site works, i understood that this was a good site to manage OCs, but i didnt rlly know we could sell characters and stuff. i never understood that concept. seems pretty legit and cool tho, but by god i will never sell my precious babies😭 and funny thing is, i lowky learned how to code here. i copy a lot of F2U htmls (LOTS OF CREDITS TO THEM BTW) and i had to learn how to Frankenstein it (yes i learned that word from the coders themselves) we were taught how to code for computer class one time but i literally didnt learn anything lol, but rn i realized that coding feels like math, like, computer math. computer science? ha? lmao

if you're reading this ur freaking awesome🤘 have a great week bro (yes A WEEK cus u read thru my nonsense)

theres a 99.99% chance no one will see this. but the 0.01% would be clearly me in the future. so, Hi, iiz. how art thou?

I yumeship with Megatron now. yes. oh and also i started art commissions i got like 5k from it its pretty successful. oh and i also came out as gender fluid (finally). oh and i also made a Facebook account which is practically dead lmao. oh and i dont have a new Megatron yet sadly but the 3rd party Megatron is absolutely amazing omg i need him up my posay now!!! oh and uh i also updated our persona its more cooler now trust

holy fuck its 4 am and i dont want to sleep. i am not at all tired LMAO... I just left a skirmish on Trilogy, and yeah its revived now thank goodness. A lot of stuff happened but rn I got my laptop back thanks to art comms, school kindaaa sucked but i managed, [friend], [friend], and me are classmates now, last friday I went to see a friend of a friend and got free Transformers blokees galaxy defenders, oh and on my birthday I got a blokees TFO Megatron. Yeah shits awesome rn but I only have 1.3k left on my pocket and I'm drained from art comms. im tryna draw Megatron so I can gain some motivation but eh im so drined omg. Future self, uhhh,,, how are u?? idk what to ask lol

dude i swear I didn't plan to write this exactly a month later from my previous log,, but anyway,, so much shit is happening and happened. Im making a Megatron essay for my love for him, made many friends bc of Transformers, i got into Star Trek thanks to its recent cartoon Lower Decks, got Spyglass in TF: Trilogy, trying to get into good schools, new Minecraft smp with mods, bwiset si clement, Panagtigi, and my relationship with my dad. How I'm feeling rn is a feeling of hope, oddly enough, that my dad will soon get better. future self, how are youuuu? whats the haps

i also wrote this on toyhou.se bulletins

kind of silly of me to write down my last bulletin, it honestly caught me off guard because I just came here to see my characters page in mobile.

ig I'll update my life now again. So much bullshit happened and I can't honestly put myself to write down everything at the moment, but let's just say my life is going kinda.... eh?? I'm just in art block rn, anxiety and stress is killing me rn its 2 AM I should srsly sleep because I've been getting headache for a while now. I genuinely miss being a drawing powerhouse because it's been a month too long in this stupid art block I HATE IT but I feel like its best for me to take a break with drawing for a while because of shitty ass school. dam im tired. i dont even want to open my socials and get out of hiatus hibernation because im too tired to do anything, let alone draw or socialize. fuck this stupid tension headache, I should srsly sleep, but I've been trying so hard and it's been 2 hours and I literally can't sleep. Oh and also there are earthquakes happening around in the Philippines all while the government is still crumbling down!!! oh and also im writing an ongoing essay for my love for Megatron (4.2k words atm) and FINALLY writing TF AU OC lore (5.5k words and still ongoing) and it's super satisfying how I could tell a story with these goofers. its funny how the lore is kinda abt them bonding and possibly have interfacing WHATT WHO SAID THATTTT ew werdoo....

Woah this is more like a vent than a life update LMAO. I've already written down most of my life updates on other note apps, maybe try looking for them if you can, future iiz. until we meet again, please, how are you? hope ur doing good like the last iiz LMAOA

not to be a buzzkill or anything but since the start of this month I've been very sad and shit. anyway,, my art block is finally depleting and im doing art requests rn. i drew SoftDoctor for [twin], she really loved it and I'm happy !! its incredible really, how much ive changed with our friendship. G12 2nd semester is starting now anyway, I'm kinda alone in my section but i had a few classmates from previous semesters except from G11 1st sem. I made friends i think, with the two girls behind me, and a guy in front of me was an english paka and i js knew my seating was damn good cus it was the exact same spot i had from last semester lollll. future self, are u good? i hope so lolol

UMM UMM HI HI HIII IM DOING GOOD I THINK ??????

today is a tuesday and i'll be watching FNAF 2 WITH [sister] HELLLL YEAHHHHHH!!!!! im so freaking excited but kinda nervous at the same time ,, compared to last iiz, im back on being a drawing powerhouse again FUH YES!! i opened commissions and hell hyeah the slots are almost filled its been 3 weeks since i opened haha (suffering from success yet againnnn)!! i raised my prices a little higher and now i feel like my money and time spent are well earned,, and when i saw my old prices i was hella shocked cus WDYM $10 FOR A FULL BODYYYYY??????????? $15 is my minimum now :sob: LMAO

also uhm my socials are doing pretty well ig ?? i unknowingly got 3k followers on tiktok (i lowk dont gaf) and im almost at 800 followers on insta ,, wow thats fuckin awesome

ANDDD Echopulse,, FUCK fucking hell Echopulseeeeee im still DESIGNING HIM NO FREAKING WAY!!!! its been almost 12 months and im still designing this bastard,, but lets not forget my much OLDER ocs that are in dire need of redesigns (Navadia and Honas im looking at you....) but i got my TF AU sorted out !! the story is fucking banger lol its wayyyyy better than When Legends Break :sob: (IM SORRY LEGEND MY SON!!) and uhhh yeah 2nd sem started anddd uhhhhh idk what else to say lolol